Saturday, February 9, 2013

view unfinished song here

Untitled Song
Lyrics by XJ Hall.
Performed by XJ Hall.

verse 1
I just want to let out and lash out
just let my feelings crash out
blow my enemies away and
know the day that I can shout
My warcry won't be denied 
when I let out what's inside,
can I be free without people telling me
what to do all the time?
But I'm controlled by fear,
no emotions been so near
my heart 
can't stop beating
cause fear is bleading
from the depths of my soul
I couldn't control myself
or anybody else,
in my way,
crushing the ground beneath my feet of fury
running past chaos towards the light of day
But I'll always have that past,
and I'll always have it's curse
I'm afraid to move forward with life
without putting the gears back in reverse
I gotta break the shackles of fear
and undo what life has done so long,
There is nothing to fear but fear
but even fear itself is gone

chorus
When I look in the mirror 
Imagine where I'll be
Will I still be shackled up?
Or will I be free?

Now I don't want to fall down again
Cause my past is like a hole
But dear father please lift me up
So I can stand and let it
-go.

and be FREE

verse 2
Success
I'm stackin it
Cause I'm trying like immaculate
sis-ters
I'm perfect cause I learned it
from my burns and and past blisters
Aint Catholic but none-the-less I mastered it
-the word
A little hazardous, but crappy hits,
aint having it
-heard?
I'm building port-folio
that will only grow
stronger-better-faster with time.
Getting faster at
these beats in fact
I can't relax
my rhyme
Getting longer raps
but it's never wrapped
always space to expand
and find
a new horizon
enlightenment
and signs

Yesterday
was just the past
figment, idea, it was just imagined
but still a thread of my daily fabric
so palpable, it matters
It's physical, within my brain
I can't let go of what remains
even though I'm not the same
I seem to move to a better place
I can't forget what's made me
I'll always have a past
like the layers of a masterpiece
has made me who I am
I gotta break the shackles of fear
and undo what life has done so long
there is nothing to fear but fear
but even fear itself is gone

chorus
If you see yourself in ten years
Imagine where you'll be
Will you still be shackled in chains?
Or will you be free?

Now I can't fall with you
Cause your past is like a hole
But I'll be there to lift you up
To help you stand and let it
-go

so be FREE

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